I am the opposite of a concrete thinker I take leaps of thoughts make pirouettes of connections flamenco across chasms stand theories upon flamingo legs of logic feel drumbeats in my oral arguments with the most chaotic splashes of colored laughter from the peanut gallery in my mental twitter feed
For a moment she thought of her love; her eyes smiled though fleeting, sincere For a moment she felt desirable, worthy believed her beauty Then the feeling of infinite sadness returned her well of despair The sinking feeling her drifting to the bottom weeping within her Sometimes she thought she was climbing out; up a struggle, hang on A moment where she felt light instead of empty hungering for more Though moments pass too soon, she Feels them like raindrops; renew
Bitter (have I used that before?) by distantcricket, literature
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Bitter (have I used that before?)
I wrote a poem once.
(That's funny; I've written many poems... One poem I wrote)
All full of questions, "Why?"
I was young
And stupid
full of hormones
(I had way, way more sex
than any kind of love
in my life.)
One of the first questions in the piece was, "Why do I want love?"
And here I am.
Decades later
wondering the same thing. (Because sometimes it's a double-edged sword.)
In order to open myself to accept love
and be available to love
and to share my gift
( because my love is a gift.)
I have to make myself
vulnerable.
And I have to realize
that the other person is an entity.
With wants and needs
and they might not b
Trying to gather the ingredients to change my life
Wanting to craft a recipe that will stand the test of time
Doing this too long a while, and
Growing weary...
I felt it, yesterday.
Do you remember?
That feeling of
peace and quietude
that comes when
I sit beside the water
and the wind is
a gentle hand brushing
against my cheek.
I felt it that
day long ago
sitting on the dock
in the small town
where you were
staying with your
grandmother, and I
wrote in my notebook
yet another poem
that I will never think
is good enough
and you took my picture.
You always had a camera,
even then.
You gave a copy
of that picture
to my dad one
random year, and
I think you said
that it expressed
who you knew me
to be.
Your friendship
is woven through my
years, and yesterday
the smell, and the
ripples, and the
solitud
I am
a force of nature.
For years
I tried to subdue it,
reign it in.
But I'm coming
to accept it,
and with it comes
a desire to find
someone who knows
how to harness it and
is powerful enough
to do so.
I like having fun,
totally,
but I long for
a partner
I don't have to lead.
Me in the Spirit of Chekhov by distantcricket, literature
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Me in the Spirit of Chekhov
"Write a story about a woman who is neither old nor youthful, a woman whose body has been changed by childbirth, who has had too many lovers, and smokes too much, one who is a mediocre poet and an excessive reader, who has had many grand friends and yet isolates herself seemingly without conscious choice, who is a scholar and has no path on which she sees a way to plant her seeds of thought, one who can find joy in simple things and who laughs from her gut, one whose smiles reach her eyes, who is kind and respectful to all she meets, and who longs to be a good neighbor and good daughter and good mother, one who hopes one day to have a compani
In school now. Still looking to figure out my passion. Reminding the voices in my head that my life is not over now that I am an unemployed, single-mother of four. Striving to convince the internal naysayers that I have value, and an employer will se...
I understand capitalism a bit more now that I am in this Intro to Business class. But I am overwhelmed with the following thought, and I needed to get it out somewhere. Capitalism is good, Socialism is good. We should have a system that is somewhere in the middle, and it is my understanding that we are heading in that direction as a society.
Buying and Selling this is great for a market.
Not all resources should be bought and sold.
Some resources should be shared.
Some goods and services should be bartered.
Help should be available when needed.
Perhaps a period of volunteering should be required after help is received.
I don't know.
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